I am famished

Famished famished famished.
Having writer's block.
Haha!
Anyway it's not like I always write alot. *grimace*

Some random camwhore pics :D

Just had my hair snipped so well, took some pictures.

I want my hair to become like this!!

It's so difficult because my hair is so damn straight it looks like I just iron it! Argh FML!

We are just happy

It's almost our one year anniversary.
We just get happier day after day.
Secret to it: make jokes, laugh, cry and crap together.

Alexa Chung

I used to like her hairstyle so much.

now, my hair is exactly like hers.

a big mistake because I have really long hair. which happens to be so dry that my hairstylist snipped it off.

wtf! screw my life.

BECAUSE I LOOK NOTHING LIKE HER.

she looks gorgeous with mid length hair.

I look horrendous.

tyvm my hairstylist.

he said i need at least 6 months to grow back my length.

oh wow, haha.

GRRR!

I need that holiday badly

I can't wait.. can't wait!!!
my leave have been approved.
now I am just twirling my hair waiting for 7th Oct.
My week long of bliss.

last year, I went to Phuket.
yea it was fully paid, but it was the MOST WHAT THE FUCK holiday I ever had in my whole life.
the start was already so wrong when that son of the bitch gave me the most dramatic showdown at the terminal.
WTF.
quarrels during the trip.
and another DRAMATIC showdown in the cab back at the terminal again.
I wondered how I managed to survive through all those nonsense.
it was definitely the worst time in my young life.
I supposed that muthafucker already crashed and burned in an accident.
WAHAHAHAH.

okay enough of the nightmare.

thou shall just seek pleasure in this trip with my gf.
well, we do have those couple quarrels but we never became violent or anything.
anyway, 1 week in Bangkok.
eat, shop & massage.

I cannot wait to have a banging good time!

I am already planning my end year holiday.
*wink*

Flawed

Who likes to be?
yet in your eyes I am the one who is flawed. With tons of mistakes to correct.
I am so bloody fucking stressed because you think I am so flawed. I am happy with my character. I don't see a need to change. I am not demure doesn't mean I don't care or concern. I am not fake. I talk how I like, and have a hearty laughter.
Why should I be what you like? Demure princess in little frock?
It makes me wanna puke.
Period.

Freja Beha Erichsen

Erichsen is unspeakably cool. She has been romantically linked to Irina Lazareanu and was Catherine McNeil's girlfriend. Of course her sexuality is hardly a secret. 
Whatever. Point is I am in awe of her. 
Her style off duty is chilled, albeit androgynous.

Just random post with quotes

A joke

My gf told me a joke yesterday.
Some old fart likes her.
Let me give some insight on how the old fart looks like.
-Short bowl hair
-Weird dressing
-45 to 50 years old
Omg. I don't mean to be such a critic.
But she assumed I would be jealous of her when she taught my gf how to play badminton. Omfffffffg.
She even purposely spread word that she is infatuated with my gf.
Who does she think she is?
Old fart that is.
Would I be jealous of an old fart?
God forbid. No way!
I am just crossing fingers that I will never see her ever again.
Because I am so going up to her and tell her I am not a least bit jealous of her.
And she is such a joke, haha.

Would anyone be jealous of someone who looks like this?!

Geek is the new chic

I have always find that geek chic is understated sexy.
And I do find massive comfort in hiding behind that huge ass glasses.
Too bad, my dearest finds that geek specs maketh me a porn star employee. Like a HAHA.

first entry

First time always depicts awkwardness.
I am awkward because it is normality in this insane world.
would love to be that ballerina or that songstress.

anyways, HECK IT.

BECAUSE GEEK AWKWARDS RULES.

smiles secretly.